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the silver of the moon touched the skin of two naked bodies. these bodies held each other. the poor children knew that only in moments they would be found out and search parties would be forced upon them to reveal their whereabouts. if only the morning could exist forever and life could always be this one moment,the moment of fleeting freedom.
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Oct. 25th, 2005 @ 10:48 am my show!
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Apr. 2nd, 2005 @ 08:11 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: recumbentrecumbent
Current Music: death from above 1979-black history month
Birthday:11 30 1980
Birthplace:Eatonton Georgia
Current Location:Statesboro Georgia
Eye Color:Hazel
Hair Color:brown
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage:white and some stuff i think?
The Shoes You Wore Today:blue converse low tops
Your Weakness:too many to name
Your Fears:to many to name
Your Perfect Pizza:Vinny Van Go Gos white pizza with pesto sauce
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:To achieve something
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:stuff
Thoughts First Waking Up:wow its early i should go back to bed
Your Best Physical Feature:my brain and my boobs
Your Bedtime:usually eight am on weekdays on weekends depends
Your Most Missed Memory:Well if i remember it then i shouldnt miss its? right
Pepsi or Coke:coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:neither
Single or Group Dates:group sex
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:green or oolong tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:cappuccino
Do you Smoke:a LOT!
Do you Swear:a LOT!
Do you Sing:a LOT!
Do you Shower Daily:uh no not really
Have you Been in Love:right now
Do you want to go to College:im on a break
Do you want to get Married:maybe possibly
Do you belive in yourself:sometimes Why should i?
Do you get Motion Sickness:nope
Do you think you are Attractive:sometimes Why should i?
Are you a Health Freak:yeah thats too funny!
Do you get along with your Parents:one of more of them sometimes but mainly just mom
Do you like Thunderstorms:sexually
Do you play an Instrument:sexually
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:cant rememeber when im not drinking
In the past month have you Smoked:cigarettes yes pot i cant remember but i think ill say no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:last night
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:last week
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:i dont think ive ever done that
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:does kareoke count?
In the past month have you been Dumped:nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:like all the time
Ever been Drunk:look at question above
Ever been called a Tease:nope mainly slut
Ever been Beaten up:yup
Ever Shoplifted:today
How do you want to Die:havent thought about it
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:well i kinda am sorta but id rather live in a bigger city with lots more money
What country would you most like to Visit:an asian country then europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:anything but i like grey a lot
Favourite Hair Color:totally doesnt matter
Short or Long Hair:eh doesnt matter
Height:not shorter than me
Weight:not skinnier than me!!!! NEVER EVer again!
Best Clothing Style:better than average but not better than me thats gay
Number of Drugs I have taken:whats this have to do with boy/girl?
Number of CDs I own:gosh thats a lot um i dont know
Number of Piercings:six all in my ears
Number of Tattoos:one
Number of things in my Past I Regret:all learning experiences

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Mar. 14th, 2005 @ 04:49 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: eastern youth

i hate to think that this is my meaning for life? i sit around here most days drinking in the plaster walls wondering around my head searching for the moments that will fullfill me. domestic bliss sometimes isnt what its cracked up to be.

ive been writing a "novel". this novel is supposed to be my creative outlet,yet i find it mundane and ridiculous. i wish i could wake up with the great bliss that once invaded my body and forced me to create a new life that was living and breathing with only my fears keeping it from running around and entertaining the world.

i love dusty. he makes my stay here in hell wonderful and fullfilling for only the moments i am around him. i feel lonely most days, i miss my friends. ive tried to create a niche for myself here it consists of bad poetry and lame old dance music in a smokey mexican restaurant. when i first arrived i felt free of the dramas of everyday life. i need to realize this move is for the better. i can create, i have nothing standing in my way,except for myself,lazy girl take out your fucking camera!
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Jan. 24th, 2005 @ 05:12 pm reality
Current Mood: determineddetermined
Current Music: the hum of the computer
i will listen to music and dance in the nude while all the adults in the world pretend to enjoy existing in between four walls of pressed board designed to imprison body and thought for eight hours excluding an hour spent noshing on fast food dripping with the souls of our capitalist society. oh how i wished for the stability of the mundane thoughts of our generation. happy if only they are dosed with the well wishing faces of contestants of reality shows, hitting each other with weak verbal fists. relying on the idiotic pleas of a half wit president that displays his need for world domination on his sleeve like a school girl throwing fits for johnny next door.
i write this today not because i am any more bitter than on previous days.i write this because im afraid i may lose it. i used to rely on the humble belief that the world could one day be rejuvenated and the thousands of souless awful people would be punished for the woes and hardships they had afflicted. but no i can harbor that delusion any longer. we as a society live in an unjust underrepresented country that cares only for the shoes that paris hilton wear as opposed to the reality of what our country has become.
we are not afraid of what awful plans are brewing in the name of our heads because we belong to this country. i was reading night by elise Wiesel(gosh i hope i spelled that right)and in the book he not only chronicled the persecution and execution of Jews, but he also displayed the deterioration of his faith. I do not by any means compare my disillusion to Holocaust but what i do say is this. His father had a chance to get out before Holocaust even began and because of this the entire family became broken and almost all exterminated. We also have a chance to rearrange what is going on in our country. Its a bit frightening to me to see what is going to happen if we do indeed attack iran. Another 911 perhaps and then a military state.Isnt that scary. Dont you want to know where our country is going? Ever thought about take it in your own hands?
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Jan. 7th, 2005 @ 01:44 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: weirdweird
Current Music: bad music on the radio at work
im entirely too bored for this life.
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Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: RILO KILEY
George W. Bush's 50 greatest accomplishments

  1. I attacked and took over two countries.
  2. I spent the US surplus and bankrupted the US treasury.
  3. I shattered the record for the biggest annual deficit in history (not easy)
  4. I set an economic record for the most personal bankruptcies filed in any 12 month period.
  5. I set all-time record for the biggest drop in the history of the stock market.
  6. I am the first president in decades to execute a federal prisoner.
  7. I am the first president in US history to enter office with a criminal record.
  8. In my first year in office I set the all-time record for the most days on vacation by any president in US history (tough to beat my dad's, but I did).
  9. After taking the entire month of August off for vacation, I presided over the worst security failure in US history.
  10. I set the record for most campaign raising trips by any president in US history.
  11. In my first two years in office over 2 million Americans lost their jobs.
  12. I cut unemployment benefits for more out-of-work Americans than any other president in US history.
  13. I set the all-time record for most real estate foreclosures in a 12-month period.
  14. I appointed more convicted criminals to administration positions than any other president in US history.
  15. I set the record for fewest press conferences of any president since the advent of TV.
  16. I presided over the biggest energy crisis in US history and refused to intervene when corruption was revealed.
  17. I signed more laws and executive orders amending the Constitution than any other US president in history.
  18. I cut health-care benefits for war veterans.
  19. I set the all-time record for most people worldwide to simultaneously take to the streets to protest me (15 million people), shattering the record for protest against any one person in the history of mankind.
  20. I dissolved more international treaties than any president in US history.
  21. I've made my presidency the most secretive and unaccountable of any in US history.
  22. Members of my cabinet are the richest of any administration in US histiry (the poorest multimillionaire, Condoleeza Rice, has a Chevron oil tanker named after her).
  23. I am the first president in US history to have all 50 states of the union simultaneously struggle against bankruptcy.
  24. I presided over the biggest corporate stock market fraud in any market in any country in the history of the world.
  25. I am the first president in US history to order a US attack and military occupation of a sovereign nation, and I did so against the will of the United Nations and the vast majority of the international community.
  26. I have created the largest government department bureaucracy in the history of the US.
  27. I set the all-time record for biggest annual budget spending increases, more than any other president in US history (Reagan was hard to beat, but I did it!!!)
  28. I am the first president in US history to compel the United Nations to remove the US from the Human Rights Commission.
  29. I am the first president in US history to have the United Nations remove the US from the Elections Monitoring Board.
  30. I removed more checks and balances and have the least congressional oversight of any presidential administration in US history.
  31. I rendered the entire United Nations irrelevant.
  32. I withdrew from the World Court Of Law.
  33. I refused to allow inspectors access to US prisoners of war and by default no longer abide by the Geneva Conventions.
  34. I am the first president in US history to refuse United Nations elections inspectors access during the 2002 elections.
  35. I am the all-time US (and world) record holder for the most corporate campaign donations.
  36. The biggest lifetime contributor to my campaign, who is also one of my best friends, presided over one of the largest corporate bankruptcy frauds in world history (Kenneth Lay, former CEO of EnronCorporation)
  37. I spent more money on polls and focus groups than any president in US history.
  38. I am the first president to run and hide when the US came under attack (and then lied, saying the enemy had the code to Air Force 1).
  39. I am the first US president to establish a secret shadow government.
  40. I took the world's sympathy for the US after 9/11, and in less than a year made the US the most resented country in the world (possibly the biggest diplomatic failure in US and world history).
  41. I am the first US president in history to have a majority of the people of Europe (71%) view my presidency as the biggest threat to world peace and stability.
  42. I changed US policy to allow convicted criminals to be awarded government contracts.
  43. I set the all-time record for the number of administration appointees who violated US laws by not selling their huge investments in corporations that later made bids for gov. contracts.
  44. I have removed more freedoms and civil liberties for Americans than any other president in US history.
  45. I have created the most divided country in decades, possibly the most divided that the US has been since the Civil War.
  46. I entered office with the strongest economy in US history and in less than two years turned every single economic category heading straight down.
  47. I have at least one conviction for drunk driving in Maine (Texas driving record has been erased and is not available).
  48. I was AWOL from the National Guard and deserted the military during time of war. I refused to take a drug test or even answer any questions about drug use.
  49. All records of my tenure as governor of Texas have been spirited away to my father's library, sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view. All records of any SEC investigation into my insider trading or bankrupted companies are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view.
  50. All minutes of meetings of any public corporations for which I served on the board are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view. Any records or minutes from meetings I (or my VP) attended regarding public energy policy are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public review.
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Oct. 12th, 2004 @ 11:01 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: creative
[url=http://www.youthink.com/quiz.asp?action=take&quiz_id=547]What weird misc. thing are you?[/url]

My Results:


Dancing Bacon

I love you and you make me hungry. Get in my skillet, M'kay?
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Sep. 24th, 2004 @ 01:49 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: mischievousmischievous
Current Music: bright eyes
knowledge. says:
i hate you
That ain't no jingle bell. That is a gland full of knowledge. says:
cawse you hurt my freakin knee
but i kissed your knee
That ain't no jingle bell. That is a gland full of knowledge. says:
yeah i take it back
you have a ray-ray kissed knee
That ain't no jingle bell. That is a gland full of knowledge. says:
i love you again
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Aug. 14th, 2004 @ 03:40 am ...
Current Mood: determineddetermined
Current Music: silence
i quit smoking....five days and counting.

i will be fat again. i am sure of that!
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Jul. 22nd, 2004 @ 12:50 pm horoscope today says:
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: franz ferdinand and dancing feet
"Soul mate activity is based on distance."

i hope so cause im tired of freakin looking already!
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